You never asked, but I hate you

And I love you at the same time

Does the world revolves around you,

Or does it revolve around others as well?

You never asked, but hate your smirkiest grin

And yet I love you for it

Do you know that instead of helping people,

You hurt them?

You never asked, but I hate it when your right

And I love it when your wrong

Do you ever think about the nicknames others...

You never asked, But…

Thank you for all you’ve done

You know everything

About me

My sins,

My failures,

My thoughts,

My weaknesses

Yet you never

Gave up on me

Even when I

Complain and cry

You love me, even when

I couldn’t love myself

All you ask is for

Praise and worship

And for us to make

Disciples out of people

And even though, Jesus,

You have never asked,

Thank you for every...

Here we are,

Bleeding from these scars.

Asking where there were,

Wounded like a cur.

Here you are,

Head full of stars.

Plundering my sadness,

Just so I could feel less.

Here I am,

Soul worth a damn.

Wondering my thoughts,

In your net caught.

Here we were,

Overseeing our spiral.

Not causing mal,

But this is what we were.

…

Love You R

…

🖤...

You never asked, but I love you

My blood boils

My shin crawls

My body shakes

My love is too strong

It’s an obsession

You never asked, but I hate you

My fist clenched

My body recoils

I hit you in your pretty little face

It’s a fantasy

You never asked, but I’m broken

I hate the way you make me feel

Like a monster

Like a creature

Like a cannibal

It’s true

You never asked, but I can’t do thi...

You never asked, but,

I love the way the sun

Dances golden light upon your skin,

Glittering it a pale gold.

I love the way you smile

When we twirl like the wind,

Our hands interlaced,

Quite like leaves and a breeze.

I love the way you speak,

How your voice is soft—

Your lips like sweet honey,

Spurring delicious words.

I love how you understand.

Through tough times,

You always help us win ...

There is a reason why I eat peanut m&ms even though I don’t like peanuts

There’s a reason why I take the chocolate milkshake over vanilla at certain restaurants

And why I walk in some rooms to just stop and think

Or go through different departments in the store that I have no interest in

There _is_ a reason

And the reason is him

All of these things remind me of him

And some days I just ne...

You never asked but

I really did care about you.

It was only you.

You never asked but

I couldn’t help but love you.

You were my only.

You never asked but

I’d have been yours forever.

But you weren’t mine....

I’ve been breaking apart

These past couple of weeks

I’ve been falling into a rabbit hole

Not knowing what it is I seek

Is it truth?

Or maybe kindness?

Maybe it’s just one person

Who doesn’t call me worthless

Failures never stray past your eyes

But my successes you’ll let stride

I’ve already lost count

Of how many nights I’ve uncontrollably cried

Tears do nothing

Is what you say

With eyes dark...

You never asked, but…

It hurts me, too.

I never wanted to hurt you

But lately that seems like all I do

I care so much that I cry over thunderstorms

At the thought that those that I love could be gone in an instant

But I understand you’re the victim

When you called me about something that happened two month ago

You’ve been miserable for all that I know

Why am I even here then, though?

For most...

In silent glances, I've spoken to you,

Not with words, but with truth ever true.

You never asked, yet always knew,

The shadows of my past, the light you drew.

When first we met, you changed my core,

Made me whole, but I’m unsure,

Of who I am without your light,

In your eyes, I’ve lost my sight....