I stare into the broken mirror.

My heart beating hard inside my chest.

I look down at my shaky hands. the veins almost dark blue with color.

The world is turning, spinning.

I look back up into the mirror the broken pieces making me see myself double.

I stare into the bloodshot eyes of the little girl I see on the walls of this house.

The same blonde haired little girl, ...

I’ve created a monster

The monster is me

Be careful in the dark

I’ll be watching while you sleep

I’ve created a monster

The monster is me...

i’ve created

a monster

of sorts

with claws

and teeth

and scales

it prowls

behind

high walls

and caged

in its

own bones

its eyes

are dark

the glimmer bright

but it will

never see

the sky

because of

course it’s

trapped in bones

trapped in walls

and blood

and muscle

but i hear

it every day

whisper in my ear

‘let me

out’

it says

though i

never let

it become me

for it’d tear

my world

to ...

**I want to write a sonnet **

**I want it to be cold **

_Blown through winds raking, creaking steps following themselves _

_into the cold dust of white, self encompassed _

_Gently blaring, trickle-fickle wind-whipped _

_Pale colored, faceless removal of features_

_The feint smell of yellow in the sun, wisps of hair lose their color, your face no longer run with red _

_Undertones of cold whi...

I’ve created a monster within me

I can feel it’s roar within my veins

And I look at the mirror seeing someone I don’t know

Those blue eyes don’t belong to me

And that smile no longer feels the same

Because I’ve killed myself to stop me from hurting

That pain I felt has now made me stronger

Made me believe that I deserve bad things

Maybe I do, maybe I do, and I will keep believing that

Since I’ve c...

I have created a monster

All thoose arguments

Tossing and turning

Fighting and screaming

The room starting to turn red

Getting hotter every second

Then she’s here

She enters and calms the room

Turing it cold and icy blue

The air becomes still

And it starts to snow

She hugs me and I loose all feeling

I forget my anger

And look at the blue room

Then I realized I want to hug her the res...

“I have created a monster”

The first thing I heard

When I was brought back to life

I looked down at my hands

One eye pointed at the floor

The other at these odd limbs

These are not my hands

They are not matching

One rotten and green

The other

Bare bone

My vision still foggy

I recall what had happened

What you had done to me

We were staring at the stars

Both leaning against the rail

Of this rus...

I’ve created a monster,

Bottling up my feelings

Made me go

Insane.

I’m a monster now,

A psycho, if you will,

I don’t breathe anymore,

I just kill.

Murder now flows

In my blood,

Embedded in my

Mutated genetic code.

I kill

For the thrill

Of it all,

Watch the bodies fall.

Kill, kill, kill,

With a knife,

Or a gun!

Oh, what fun!

I’ve created a monster,

My vision is now distorted,

My outlook o...

I’ve created a monster

not exactly sure how I did but I did

I’ve created a monster

With just the fangs hidden under my lid

I’ve created a monster

And I wish it could be undid

I’ve created a monster

If you had only hid

I’ve created a monster

sorry it had to be you kid

I’ve created a monster...

I’ve created a monster.

I don’t care what people think.

The monster is myself, bad.

From the lies, hate, betrayal.

I’ve created a monster.

My heart is currently broke.

It can’t be fixed by no one.

I’ve created a monster…...